Hello everyone, I am a Saskatoon local songwriter/music producer . A to the point entry, I wont waste any time, I am 22 years old with a sound mind, but my body is broken. I have just recently suffered a horrible accident at work, three fingers on my left hand were victims of a table saw mistake and re-attached they had to be as a result of the incident.

The good news is that they will work in about 2-3 months, and a few more operations. I really don't know what I can say, this just happened one week ago, and I am still in shock... This will effect me emotionally for a long time... What am reading from all this? Since I put ten years into guitar and nothing less that 20 hours a week in practice, I feel that now it was a waste, I wont be able to progress pass what I was playing just a week ago, or that was as good as I will ever be. Hundreds of songs never to be heard as perfect again, I feel sorry for everyone who never heard them, truly one of the worlds greatest elements has been lost for the rest of my life and yours. The peace in my mind has been shattered, I feel suicidal inside, or nothing at all, and then when I wake up from the daze of emptiness, I still don't know if this is happening to me.

I feel I have to tell people this, but don't feel sorry for me, because when I heal I am not going stop for anything, I am going to do what I was meant to do, becoming as great as physically possible I will need to make a major shift in my life, and never stop pushing my abilities as a songwriter, I want to create the best music I will ever hear, and I need a revolutionary band to go places with me. This might sound like a dream to most of your, but let me tell you this, my worst nightmare just came into my conscious reality, to balance what has happened to me in real time, I must take absolute control of the present, and not let another moment go by.

Music is my life, I am a humble person built on simple rules, creating harmony is easy, is to why it is my profession now, this is why I am undergoing a transformation mentally to understand my life more clearly. I am beginning my search right now for the best of friends who will join me in a journey of just doing what you were born to do.

Please contact me if you are serious, or wondering more. vshutdown@hotmail.com